Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
I’m sorry Alexa. You try being in my place. Everyone telling you that the person you’re in love with is wrong for you. It goes against how I feel and it messes up with my whole head. I’m sorry for not listening to you. I wouldn’t be with her if she was the one who caused what happened that night. If you care about me then you’d support my choice. I’m not prepared to lose you again neither am I willing to let someone who I love go, again.
Okay, I’m done here. I’m not gonna keep going back and forth with you when I feel like I’m the only one saying the right things. Don’t believe me, I don’t care. Makes no sense but whatever. I’m done.
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
I don’t think she’d go as far as lying to you Alexa. I don’t want to believe it because then the girl I think I know becomes the girl who messed my life up and I don’t think Serena can fit into that category. It was my fault, as your boyfriend I should of stayed with you. I was the one who convinced you to go with me to that party, if I didn’t, nothing would of happened to you. I didn’t sleep with Serena that night. I would of never done something like that to you. I may of been drunk and stupid but I didn’t cheat on you.
Well okay, whatever you say, right? I’ll just sit here, know that I’m right and watch you be all in love with someone who fucked up my life. It’s all good. I’ll be fine but really, Just think about it. It wasn’t your fault, I swear. It’s not like it matters now when I’m breathing and alive as ever right now. It hurts me to see that you’re not listening to me right now. I’m trying to do whats best for you because you actually deserve a good life with no problems or drama.
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
Eh. I don’t think Serena would do something like that in all honesty. Maybe you were so intoxicated that you don’t remember what happened? I know my girlfriend, she wouldn’t do that. Not to you, not to me. And I’m sorry about that night, it wasn’t her fault, it was mine. I should of found you or made sure you got home safely. I’m to blame for what happened to us and it kills me, everyday.
Really? Why else would I drive home without you, seriously? I might of been on a few things that night but now you all of a sudden know your ‘girlfriend?’ Okay, Jared. I’m wrong, yeah, that’s how it is. Whatever. I’m just telling the truth. It would be easier if you seen it too. You probably didn’t know her a whole lot a few years ago then you know her now. Think about it. No, stop saying that. It’s fine. Stop blaming yourself. It wasn’t even close to your fault. You were much too busy enjoying Serena’s company, I understand. Did you have sex with her that night too?
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
I get that you’re trying to help me as a friend but instead of hearing what other people say about her, get to know her yourself. I don’t think you know Serena that well for you to be judging her. I do have standards and you out of all people Alexa should know that. I’m with her as a choice, I know what I’m doing.
You know, I can’t believe you sometimes. Isn’t she the reason why I didn’t get to you that night? She ruined us and you’re completely okay with that? Like you don’t give a shit? It’s like she planned this all. Not to be cocky or anything like that but I was way better than her. If she didn’t come up to me that night and I got to you, I’d probably be making you the happiest guy ever right now.
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
I guess I’ll take my chances then. I do love her Alexa, she’s more than just my best friend. I know she doesn’t really give off a good vibe but if you really get to know her she isn’t that bad.
You really think I’d get to know her when I got her all figured out? That would be wasting my time. I don’t know. Here I thought, you had standards. I don’t even know what you’re doing. Anyone would be lucky to have you. You don’t even gotta try hard to get someone you want either. Like I said, I’m trying to help you as a friend but I mean, whatever.
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
That’s nice. Welcome back lovely.
Thank you. It means a lot.
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Oh, I just can’t with this girl.
Oh woah. Everyone is being saying things about her lately. I dunno what to say anymore.
Aye, I’m trying to help you. Soon enough, She’s gonna cling onto you, make you feel guilty and you’re gonna be trapped with no way out from the relationship and I mean, I’m just giving you a reality check. Good luck, all I’m saying.
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Hi. I'm Alexa Gray and I'm back.
